you're beautiful .

tumblr. 

oh gosh. 

tumblr is like my life. b’coz i can tell everything about what happen, like this days.

i hate everything. 

i hate for a fact that you don’t get the pain im having right now.

i thought family was supposed to be there for you no matter what? 

it hurts you know. it hurts when your family they care about the pain your having at this moment..

when i told them, all they do is yelling at me and telling how im sucha lier.

no.

im not.

when you said that. inside, i started crying. it hurts. like shit.

you have NO idea.

i wish. i have someone to talk to at this moment.. 

wellll.. nobody here for me.. so i guess im trusting on tumblr .-.

i don’t know what to do..

i wish my dad was here, so he can help me with all this shit im going through.

im just tired of being here.

i just wanna leave.

i want my old life back.

to say the truth.

i hate everything.

i hate my life . 

i hate the place that im at right now.. 

all i wanna do is. go home. be with my family like the old good days. when we laughs. and when i need someone they;re always they;re for me.’

everything changed since i’ve moved here.

my friends. are wonderful.

when i told them about my life story.. they would listen. and thank god. i have them part of my life.

but. hey? its normal. 

everybody hurts someday…